Friday, March 27, 2009

Deep Forest.

ok, this week i've been practising this Jap song called Fukai Mori.
It's an anime inuyasha song but i don't watch it.
I just fell in love with the tune of the song, so melodious and just nice~
hahas, so after practising, i decide to do the song my method.
It somehow works, just that not as perfect as the original guitarist.
But i'm glad! At least i played something similar with my style.
And this is my first song which i played without chord sheets, plainly just DIY.
I really wanna keep on improving till the day when i can play any song the moment i listen to it.
That can be added as a resolution for this year i guess ;)
Alrightos, gotta go church later and JOIN MY PEEPS!
Ciaos, God bless. :D

Monday, March 23, 2009

what a morning...

today woke up exceptionally early...
Tired but don't know why, not tired.
It's like, mentally tired, physically hyper.
So it's not a good combination at all...
what a day...

Friday, March 20, 2009

some exciting news

YES
HAWX IS OUT
AND MY GUNDAMS, GADESSA AND GARAZZO, THEY ARE OUT TOO
NOW WAITING FOR MASARAO AND ZWEI CUSTOM!
MAN!
CAN'T WAIT LA!
and yes, i'm crazy over gundams

Ministering,

i realise something, God is a really a God who plans things for the right time.
And He always talks to me about awesome things when i'm bathing.
Like phrases or sentences that will surely be great for a post.
But what's sad is this... After bathing, i forget -.-
And yes, nothing to post.
Must really start to remember those good stuffs already, then can share.
And yea, masterlife this week was great!
About ministering to others.
But what really got my attention was ministering to others in a ministry in church.
I've always wanted to be a part of the crew in church, in a ministry.
More of like a calling is what i really want to know.
It's not like i'm some big time sinner who sins everyday and think it's nothing and won't feel guilty.
But everytime i sin, i confess, and i won't say i'm disobedient to what He commands.
But i still don't get my calling.
And andy talked to me about calling in life.
That everyone has their specific calling, may it be a Pastor, Leader, Usher.
And even if i don't get my calling now, i'll still get it eventually.
And i think he talked about opportunities also, that God will give opportunities to us and He will see if we will grab those opportunities, those can be callings.
But after masterlife so far, i learnt that, you don't need to have calling in your life to minister.
Everyone has already a ministry, it's just how you go out and minister to others.
Ranks or authorities, new comers or fresh Christian, when it comes to ministering, WE are the same.
No such thing as, i'm a pastor, so only i can minister, No.
Everyone can minister, that God's gift for us too.
And when we minister, we will face rejections, that's also when God wanna see how we overcome all these obstacles and see who will we rely on. Jesus or ourselves.
But we must also remember, that we have the holy spirit that empowers us/ help us in such situations.
And yea, John 15: 13
Greater Love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
Ministering will include sacrificing, Love, and obstacles.
And the Disciples Cross also have those ministry.
Word, Ministry of teaching. Prayer, Ministry of intercession. Fellowship, Ministry of Nutrure. Witness, Ministry of evangelism.
And yea, i did a research on what it means 'Take up your cross and follow Me'

Therefore, “Take up your cross and follow Me” means being willing to die in order to follow Jesus. This is called “dying to self.” It’s a call to absolute surrender. After each time Jesus commanded cross bearing, He said, “For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?” (Luke 9:24-25). Although the call is tough, the reward is matchless.

Which also means, dying to our old ways / turning with Christ to the world in need.
That's all! God bless :D

Sunday, March 8, 2009

It's alive, IT'S ALIVE

Yea, that's a super cliche line when frankenstein is 'born'.
And yes, cliche is like the momentum of my life now.
Think about it, everyday play guitar, use computer, play psp and stuffs.
I longed for my orientation seriously -.-
But thank God for many things that happened, like for my orientation, i have someone i know to accompany me and that is a blessing!
Because, i got worried about orientation and have no friends or what, and ask me to socialise immediately is TOUGH work.
So God somehow answered my prayer and a friend from sec 5 batch told me that we were in same school, thank God.
And yea, breakthroughs in masterlife indeed.
Yea, even though there are many things in masterlife that we've learnt in sermon or from our leaders, it just makes me felt that it recaps the things that i know before and to remind myself about those things.
And really, i enjoy doing masterlife.
God bless.